whisperofsecret

2007-06-06T17:54:00.000+08:00

relink eh~

whispersecret.livejournal.com
(:

but will still update here at times! =D

2007-06-05T23:13:00.001+08:00

i'm beginning to hate blogger. i don't know why either.
perhaps, someday i shall try out other types of place to blog. such as livejournal. =D

people are just so hard to be understood at times. sometimes, even people whom we loved dearly, & whom we thought we are the ones who truly understand them. parents included. sometimes, they may have said that yes, they do understand us. but sometimes, not always, they can be the ones who maybe doing us HARM. but what we say, they will just turn a deaf ear to it. why can't we just have the chance to speak up? & what we say/do could be really the right one. no doubt, they can be super duper superstitious at times. worst still, at the wrong time.
what if it's really dengue. & it's not something that can be played/joke about.
just what's wrong with going to the hospital? yes, it's dirty. but sometimes there's really a need to go there.
argh, no matter what, to them, they are always right.

alright, i'm just saying what i feel.
shall drop this topic bout "being always right"

out to study with MS SEAH MINYI =D
hah! how i love coffee bean's Ice Mocha. wanted to try out the Espresso Chip but it haven't start yet. argh, sad. but somehow, their scramble egg. i still prefer the ones at MacDonald. (:
at least i've completed the english paper 2 & some of the emaths trigo questions. *claps*
& this shows that i can study/complete my work better outside. (x

the feeling totally sucks when you see something that you like, yet you can't set your hands on it.
I'M LIKE TOTALLY BROKE.
swear i'm gonna study very very hard, get a good good job, earn enough money, use those credit cards & get those things that i've set my eyes on. hah! by then, i need not worry about how expensive it is! (((:

okay. shall stop my ramblings now.
=D

2007-06-05T11:04:00.000+08:00

omg. i just love how Itzhak Perlman had expressed out in this piece, schindler's list. *melts*
i still can't vibrato as well as he does, still cant get that feeling totally into the music. but i must, one day get to play as well as he does. but, it's hard though. =/

enjoy. schindler's list
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ueWVV_GnRIA

(:

2007-06-04T22:01:00.000+08:00

hah! i'm super duper bored now. =o
haven done any studying for today thou. partly, i'm being lazy for now. & also partly cos my mind just can't seem to get over from wang zi bian qing wa! very very nice. =D

books books books. lazy~
& now, i've decided to have two of it. hah, what eh? =x
it's better to have two since some of it, just find it hard to be typed here.

alright, back to where rainbows end
great book, highly recommended! by CECELIA AHERN. but the story is kinda unique ah. as in the way the story is being brought out. instead of those normal storybook way of telling, this one chose to be told in the way of instant messenging & letter-writing. interesting eh! recommended! ((:

2007-06-03T22:58:00.000+08:00

bro's got high fever plus throat infection, according to the doctor. & got this bullet stuck into his asshole. hah!
but now, he seem perfectly normal since he can still scold his computer game. =D

sunday's blue spent at home.
facing the books, TV & com. how great.

right, back to wang zi bian qing wa! (:

2007-06-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

mummy woke me up early in the morning just to ask me to accompany her to the doctor, since bro's currently sick. high fever GET WELL SOON, ALRYTE? cos i miss having someone to bicker with

& yeahs~ got a new specs. the present one is sosososo loose~ & the colour is fading already. && my degree has reduced. hah, how great can that be. if only it can be reduced until i need not wear specs anymore. hah. FAT HOPE!

now addicted to 王子变青蛙. super duper nice can! SHAO JUNHAO(ming dao) is handsome lah okay. at least to me. (:

i cant get to study yet. but okay, at least i've completed static electricity!
back to 王子变青蛙! (:

2007-06-01T22:54:00.000+08:00

was late for physics lesson due to oversleeping. in my sleep, heard mummy asking me set alarm at 10.45am & i did! hah, my apologies to deli, amanda & weiling! they waited for me because of some miscommunication. SORRY!

lunched at FP. i was so in the mood for Nasi Lemak, but don't know why slowly, the wanting to eat it start to subside. even the chicken wing start to taste weird to me. okay, i don't know what's happening to me. && see wee's bro name is see gong~ that's just a imaginery person. he don't have a brother! okay, physically he have. Lol! (x

i'm not in the mood to study at all. argh.
& today's violin was the worst. something is WRONG with the strings! even after i've changed them to those new ones. but the sound, & also, didn't really practise nowadays, so everything was like shit just now. hais. =(

tmr's saturday! & i swear i'm gonna start mugging.

2007-05-31T22:29:00.000+08:00

planned what to study, but didn't really did what i planned. hah, i need more self-discipline.

dinner was definitely FILLING since it's at KFC. haven been there for quite sometimes.
but i still prefer the food over at ThaiPan. FANTASTIC!

IMPACT.

2007-05-30T22:56:00.000+08:00

alright, today is one of those so-called GREAT day ah.

skipped first 3periods with joanne. hah, slacked at void deck & over to the swing next. talked, & it feels as though it has been ages since we last talk. hah! but we still have to head back to school just because i have to sit for the Chemistry Olevel SPA. o great~

knowing that it's LMC's lesson yet we still went to march along with the sec2s. hah. how i miss marching so so much. everybody would be sweating tremendously & next day, we'll start complaining bout how much our legs would be aching. we maybe sweating badly but our nice DMs will always ask us over to the shade. hah, how nice can they be. (:

lunched at FP. the last time we're there was during March Holiday. nasi lemak there is nice but OILY. talked at the playground & over to her house. okay, it's really long long time that we didn't really really talked. and today, it just feels right. (:

it seems like everything just ain't going to be the same as how it is last year. there's just nothing to be talked about.
we're becoming just those HI-BYE friends.

2007-05-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

alright, food at ThaiPan can be described using one word. FANTASTIC!
especially that tofu, asam fish curry, & much much more. BEST! (:

but i still feel like eating crab. haha

at that moment, life was great.
BUT I BELIEVE LIFE WOULD BE MUCH MUCH BETTER WITHOUT THOSE PEOPLE.

OKAY. I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME. MOODSWING OR WHATEVER YOU SAY. I JUST HATE IT.

2007-05-29T17:13:00.001+08:00

CONGRATS TO THEM! FARHANA, ZILLAH, BEARBEAR & FIDIANI
I'M SURE THEY WILL BE ABLE TO DO A GREAT JOB COS THEY ARE THE U.I.CLARINETISTS! (((:

& izwan, please stop making your own names up using U.I.C
THANKS. (:

When Faiz see Mrs Ramos leg, he just can't stop laughing. & i don't know why. it's skinny lah, really. very. & izwan just cant stop making that sound. thus, i just can't stop laughing in class today. LOL.

lessons great with all those laughter but i dont know. i'm just so sick of seeing some people. okay, it's not band people. that's for sure. (:

tmr's wednesday. but lessons end MUCH EARLIER. 1.15pm. not that bad thou~ chem olevel SPA skill 3 tmr & i don't know how to do. shit.
YES, I'M STILL SICK & TIRED OF THEM. GET OUT OF MY LIFE, CAN YOU?

2007-05-28T23:07:00.000+08:00

THINGS DON'T SEEM TO END. IT JUST KEEP COMING & COMING.
TIRED OF READING THAT* BLOG, TIRED OF SCHOOLING, TIRED OF FACING THOSE SO-CALLED 'FRIENDS', TIRED OF THOSE NOISE AROUND, TIRED OF HOMEWORKS & WORKS, TIRED OF NOT-BEING ABLE TO BE MYSELF SOMETIMES.

WHEN WILL ALL THIS END?

2007-05-28T17:43:00.001+08:00

FINALLY MY DOUBTS ARE CLEARED.
JUST PRAYING HARD THAT IT'S REALLY JUST AN ULCER & NOTHING ELSE MORE.
now another ulcer is coming back up. OH GREAT.
"just bear with the pain & it will be over soon." ya, hopefully it's really soon.

AND FINALLY, MT PAPER 1&2 ARE CLEARED but hopefully i can really do them. paper 1 is alright but paper 2 is stupid. i'm only left with 30minutes to complete my passage B. or even less than that. hah, just praying hard i'm able to pass with distinctions!

tmr & wednesday is gonna be hell. school till 3plus.
they would be having band prac & i'm there studying, having lessons. just hope that i won't hear any sound or else my mind will surely drift away to band world~

HURRAY!

2007-05-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

FUCK.
now the back of my right teeth is hurting like nobody's business. & it's swollen.
omg. gum disease? mouth cancer? tumour? wisdom tooth? just praying it's NONE of them. just let it be a normal mild infection which can be cured by just visiting the doctor & not referring me to the dentist. COS I'M NOT GOING.

since primary school, dentist = my enemy. still remember those days during p1 & 2, whenever my name is called, i will cryy till they say i need not go. hah, & i succeeded lah. (: till now, i'm still hating them. even though they help maintain our teeths.

Oh well~ going to the doc tmr to check. PLEASE, NO DENTIST VISITS! ><
& all the best for those taking the MT O level paper tmr! (:

2007-05-27T09:25:00.000+08:00

just a quick post before off preparing for tmr's MT paper.

got back report book results ytd. overall class&level did improve alot but L1r4 & L1R5 was terrible lah. yes, i MUST try to push all the Bs to As & the Cs to Bs by prelims & slowly push them up to As for the 'O'! (:

DONE! (:

2007-05-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

finally a GRADE 7! (:
ohmy. how great can that be! so somehow those practices did paid off.
swear that i wanna get a distinction for the exam next year. hadn't been getting that ever since grade1. that's indeed VERY LONG. ahhah! never mind.
(:

i don't know why. but that image, what i read. just kept flashing through my mind throughout the whole piece of schindler's list. that feeling sucks. ALOT. but at least it helped me through. always. (: be it during exam or when it come to this violin thingy. the feeling may sucks alot, but as long it help me along, it's alright. hahaha.

report books tmr. oh well~ have to work doubly hard this june holiday. & i must really mean it. (:

i'm currently in love with this song.
what makes a man. by westlife

Oh yeah

This isn't goodbye even as I watch you leave 
This isn't goodbye 
I swear I won't cry even as tears fill my eyes 
I swear I won't cry 

Any other girl, I'd let you walk away 
Any other girl, I'm sure I'd be okay 

Chorus 
Tell me what makes a man 
wanna give you all his heart 
smile when you're around 
and cry when you're apart 
If you know what makes a man 
wanna love you the way I do 
girl you gotta let me know 
so I can get over you 

what makes her so right 
Is it the sound of her laugh 
that look in her eyes 
When do you decide 
she is the dream that you see 
that falls in your life.. 

when you apologise 
no matter who was wrong 
When you get on your knees if that would bring her home 

Repeat Chorus 

other girls will come along, they always do 
But what's the point when all I ever want is you 
Tell me 

Repeat Chorus

2007-05-25T15:08:00.000+08:00

in the end, i still ended up going to school.

hah. big breakfast, but somehow, this year's kinda boring ah. some class were hyper & some were stuck in the middle of mood. walked around with monica & amanda. took photos &stuffs. the rest of day we're stuck in the hall for almost 3 HOURS! student forum, briefing for next monday's mt O level plus the DSA & DPA.

i don't know whether i should apply for DPA. would i really can be committed to the 8 weeks of programme? i don't think i can. by then, should have already taken up part-time job & also going out. hah, shall think it over then. but judging from my mid year result, it's a CONFIRM NO-NO for me to get into the hospitality course. shall see how it goes for JAE then.

got back my mt practice paper. overall 57.5/70! i wanna get that mark or even better for my mt! distinctions! (:

2007-05-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

alright, school is practically just-school. hah, don't know what the hell i'm talking about. was simply tooo crazy today, together with farisha. when Mrs Quek flash us the time table for the holiday revision, we just laughed. non-stop. with no reasons at all, and as usual, kambing start to laugh along also lah. expected. HAHA.

argh, im just so tired of school. school next whole week except for thurs. & other days during the june holidays. it's cannot-escape at all. just 5months more to Olevels. & we can't afford to take a break now. yaya.

i don't know why. but somehow, the feeling of being in this class is different. totally different. hah, i don't know why. maybe i do, yes. i know why. sometimes, it's just the sake of being together or whatever. hah, i don't know what i'm talking. never mind. if only i can just remain in those primary school days. that will be totally perfect.

sometimes, i really hate it. but what can i say? nothing at all. yeah, i should just shut my mouth up & just accept what's going on now.

school tmr with no lessons. all blame for my forgetfulness to take back my MT comprehension from wang laoshi's tray. otherwise i need not go for school tmr. i don't want. it's boring boring. big breakfast tmr, yet i'm not looking forward to it at all. don't ask me the reason why, somethings are better not to be mentioned.

i'm just starting to hate everything that's going on now. everyday.
ARGH!

2007-05-23T22:56:00.000+08:00

today is just practically going to school specially for mt lessons plus the sexuality education talk.
must say we got quite alot of information from this two talks. HAHA.
mt lessons was okay, didn't really paid much attention today except to the assessment book. last 2 period was sleep. couldn't concentrate at all & was practically too tired.

SYF APPRECIATION DAY
haha. we're being appreciated by the school. oh well~ is it really or what. hah, ambiguous.
HIP-HOP at first, but changed over to MIME. didn't regret though~ the instructor is great lah! MR GOPHI. but i don't know why but i just cant stop laughing when it's my turn. hah, nothing can stop me from laughing lah. but almost everybody was from BAND except 2 from choir plus few councillors who joined in later.

i regretted going into the blog & read whatever's there. argh. but i just can't seem to stop myself from doing so.
it's becoming a habit.
joanne, i envy you lah. hais.

2007-05-22T20:44:00.000+08:00

didn't went for band.
out with minyi to accompany her to get things for tmr's event. hah. & finally she got the one that she like. (:
but not just that. we're GUAI KIAs okay? she bought the 10yr series for elect geog while i bought the one for mt. yeah, it's kind of late though. since we're sitting for the mt O level paper next monday. HAHA.

home-d and now i'm practically doing nothing.
was sooo stressed up to see my classmates preparing for the mt paper. hah, i should start now. i don't wanna regret & i want to get my As so badly.

yea, this is currently on my desktop!
(:

2007-05-22T09:30:00.000+08:00

life's boring. currently blogging at sch's com lab.
argh! BORING!

i don't know why but i miss my girls!
lotsa miss! if only all of us are still in the same school & stuff. hah! how good will life be.

lessons going as per normal.
but it just seem as though nothing has gone into my brain lahs.
few more months & we're all gonna graduate from this school. yes, of course i will miss 4e3. (:

oh well. going for band practice awhile. hah, announcing of EXCO (:
& i wanna go for their genting competition. so many things are coming up after the sec4s& 5s step down.
alright, enough of band. i must get use to the life w/o band for the time being.
oh well~

2007-05-20T20:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the BEST day ever lah. 19o507. (:

met up with the girls! yinah, delin & weili.
hell lots of fun with them lah. over to partyworld. sing sing sing. & not forgetting to sing YMCA! lol!& all thanks to delin, we had free flows of water. dickson & sky eh. hahahaha! camwhored. & by 6, off to pastamania for our dinner. was nice of course! mussles & clams. yinah, the mussel tasted soooooo GOOD!yummy! hahaha! over for ice cream next & our sparkling water. talked lots of stuffs, & knew that weili always wake up at the wrong time. HAHA.

over to esplanade. intention to chit chat plus take photos but ended up going for a boat ride down the Singapore River. $12 per person was kinda ex, but it's worth it lah. the auntie's cute! (: took lots & lots of photos throughout the whole ride & yeah, over to MOS someday eh. Singapore's nightview is fantastic lah! became better with them around.

back to the mrt & the escalator was spoilt/closed. same reactions by four of us. of course! ahah.
yn sis, "wa lau"
me, "wa lau eh!"
wl sis, " huh! wa lau!"
dl sis, "aiyo, wa lau eh."
not bad eh. the "wa lau" ppl. hahaha. =D

just ytd we were out. & today, i'm missing everything! argh. more of these outings okay! hahhaa. eu.dl.wl.yn! i love you girls! 8years of friendship & still counting.. ((:

2007-05-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

hah. violin was okay. i was practically LOST in Aranda Country Club. considering the fact that i haven gone for a single violin lesson since 3 weeks ago. but all thanks to shao ze who came at the right time. hah. (: the 3 pieces wasn't tested. shall see how i perform next week then. and luckily i wasn't transferred AGAIN to the thursday class. changing of lesson time. and i don't like it.

back to band today but meeting bear2 & that weihan first. hah. rauf joined in later. okay, the feeling is like as though i haven't talked to them for ages. especially for that weihan(haven been seeing him around) & that bear2. hah. okay, was fun lah. and yes, unasiong, you owe me a treat. (:
and yes! FINALLY, i get to play on my laogong. omg. was MISSING it like hell lah. how many weeks, and this is going to continue for years and it's sooon gonna no longer belongs to me. ahhhhh~ how i wish it's mine. ya, fat hope!

and it's finally tmr~ finally i'm able to meet up with them. can't wait lah~ (((:
alright, shall catch on with survivor. yau-man!

2007-05-18T18:44:00.000+08:00

finally, blogger's back to normal! (:

oh well. shall blog later.
wish me good luck for later's violin test. let me pass at least one piece. ><

2007-05-17T16:27:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA. was LATE for school today. okay, FIRST time in my life for my this 10yrs(not including preschool) of education life. alright, at least i experienced the feeling of how it was like to be late for school. at least before i graduate from this school. the scene of om tan collecting our buspass(luckily i dont have it & what for! it's my first time.), singing our national anthem plus reciting the pledge for the longest for the first time. guess others must have recite finish & ours are still dere. hah!

and anyway,results were all BAD. yeah, partly also because didn't really put in much effort for this mid-yr. who to blame? ME. i should have gone for my amaths paper 1. it pulled down my marks terrbily, even though i passed. and like finally, i passed my PHYSICS & CHEMISTRY. (: but failed my combine humanities badly. with this kind of results, how am i going to enter tourism & hospitality management? sad lahs.

yesterday's dinner with grandma wasn't good at all. was so looking forward to it, but started vomitting for no reason. not indigestion or anything. it was just WATER. oh well~ i spoilt everything. i wanna go grandma's house lah.

tmr's FRIDAY. which means, THERE'S BAND PRAC TMR. and mostly probably, i won't be going. the feeling totally sucks when you're at home, but your mind is at BAND! and your eyes will be looking at the clock non-stop, thinking of what they are doing now. arghhh, why do we have to step down so early? and i miss MR TONG. i miss clarinetists. ahhhhh, the feeling sucks!
:(

i miss them so muchhhhh.

2007-05-16T15:30:00.000+08:00

it's just plain lazyness for me to go upload the photos. hah, shall do it when im no longer lazy. (:

school-ed after the one day break for exam marking. i shouldn't have gone. results was totally bad bad bad bad. mt compre totally pulled my marks DOWN. overall a b3 but still not what i want. I WANT AN A1 FOR MY MT! >< emaths was bad also lah. but overall passed.

and FINALLY i passed my amaths. at least for paper 2. mrs tan haven get the marks for paper1 since i was on MC tt day. hah, hopefully i will pass lah. the worst is yet to come. phy, chem plus english(maybe) to be take back tmr. FAIL FAIL~ and our O level commence on the 22oct. and soon, our prelims will be here! eunice, START STUDYING! or rather, REVISE!

no more slacking. just a few more months. and everything will be over on the 12thnov. how fast~ and by den, can relak on corner~ HAHAHA.

i wanna sleep.

2007-05-14T22:51:00.000+08:00

FINALLY THE MUCH DREADED EXAM IS OVER!
*SCREAMS*

no more sleeping late & no more hitting of table out of frustration cos i forgot part of it. im gonna miss it.

enough of exams. OF COURSE AFTER EXAM IS TO JUST LET DOWN YOUR HAIR AND ENJOY~ out with monica, amanda & deli who joined in last minute. hah. was supposed to celebrate amanda's very belated birthday, plus of course, end of exam. but stacey wasn't here, so celebrated end of exam. dined at sakae. we tahan-ed our hunger for full 2 hours, before we get to taste the SUSHIs! it was simply great. the food, everything. laughed at even the slightest thing, from the lady's combed back hair to the air stewardess. haaha. and deli actually "vomited" in the plate lahs. photo will be uploaded ltr on. (:

amanda of course benefited ALOT from coming out and eat with us. didnt know she don't eat strawberries, watermelons & etc. hah. but at least she ate it, just that didn't manage to eat her raw salmon. ha. awwww too bad~ hahaha. (:

decided to water SPIDERMAN 3 last minute. IT WAS FREAKING NICE LAH~ just that inside was freezing cold plus im crazving for nacho at that time. but the taste could only linger arnd in my mind lah, lazy go out buy.

everything's going great. but this sat, it's gonna beee the BEST! meeting my other 3 darlings~ (((:

and i saw weili today. (:
photos will be uploaded later on.

2007-05-14T08:29:00.000+08:00

so very very very tired for now. the weather is just the right one to sleep, with your blanket. ahhhhh.

just three more hours, by then, i no longer have to fear for the next paper, burning midnight oil for it as compared to the past one week or so. hah. at least for now. (: one more paper which is amaths, and im done. muahahaha.

im so reluctant to go for the exam. can i just stay at home? "NO!" ya, no. stupid N-O NO. my brain cells is going to be used up ltr and im gonna be so tired and how am i going to go out ltr? bear with it.

2007-05-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

amaths tuition today. like finally, i know how to differentiate ln and e to the power of something. YEAH! like FINALLY. x) just some problems with the application part and differentiating of trigo, and it should be alright. kinda prepared for amath p2. let me pass eh.

and yea, i didnt take the mc for paper 1 just because i didnt want to take the paper. it was truly because of the stupid fever that just dont wanna stop.

just 2 more days and the exams are over. and will be going out with monica they all and not forgetting. the long awaited 19th MAY!! out with yinah, weili & delin. hahahaha! ((((((((:

2007-05-11T22:51:00.000+08:00

saw someone's friendster profile.

perhaps, it was all my fault during the times when i was still the SL. neglected the sec 1s since had to pay attention to those who are participating in the SYF. which may caused them finding mastering the instrument a difficulty, and in turn, begin to hate the instrument.

but no matter what, try not to hate the instrument. please. when you're trying to master the instrument, it's difficult. nobody says that it's easy. but when you had master it, at least to a certain standard, you don' wanna put down the instrument. so don't hate it, the more you hate it, the more you will find it tough to master it. LOVE it.

hais.

2007-05-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

FINALLY im able to blog without the need to use my old old old post and editing it. hah. simply just add a 2 behind www. and the dashboard will simply go back to the 'usual' one. and tada! done. (: yea, every problem has it's own solution.

didn't touch amaths for today since was sleeping all the way from 12plus to 6plus. the medicine just makes me wanna sleep and sleep. at least now i no longer need to worry of monday wanting to come back home and sleep. got the energy to go out with amanda they all. (:

siansiansian. i wannnaaa sleeepp.

Nite Nite..

2007-05-11T12:04:00.000+08:00

; 27/o4 ~~EL paper 1 & 2~~
; o4/o5 ~~MT paper 1 & 2~~
; o7/o5 ~~SS & physics~~
; o8/o5 ~~emath p1 & geog~~
; o8/o5 ~~chemistry p1&2~~
; 10/o5 ~~emath~~ p2
; 11/o5 ~~amaths p1~~
; 14/o5 amaths p2

striked off amaths p1 even though i didnt took it. hah. was on MC. fever since yesterday till today. 4ppl from our class didnt go today? take care eh. (: after monday everything's over. and can enjoy as much as we can. but worst part yet to come, the result part. hah. sounds like those television competition eg, jue dui superstar and stuffs. perform as well as we can, but the most scary part is the result.

the medicine is making me drowsy. all i want now is to SLEEP.

2007-05-10T17:21:00.000+08:00

; 27/o4 ~~EL paper 1 & 2~~
; o4/o5 ~~MT paper 1 & 2~~
; o7/o5 ~~SS & physics~~
; o8/o5 ~~emath p1 & geog~~
; o8/o5 ~~chemistry p1&2~~
; 10/o5 ~~emath~~ p2
; 11/o5 amaths p1
; 14/o5 amaths p2

the feeling of being sick & doing papers totally SUCKS. especially maths. and today i experienced it again. imagine doing the paper for the whole 2&half hour, and throughout, you're dere sneezing all the way which in turns disturb the rest and im the only one sneezing. oh, sorry eh. sneezing takes time and you sneeze, have to take the tissue and can imagine how much time is actually wasted on that. :/ sucks sucks sucks.

totally not in the mood to do amaths. the feeling sucks when u noe nuts about the subject. especially the differentiation of trigo & log. hah, prepare to fail my paper1 den. just hoping to pass my paper 2 to help pull up the marks. sometimes, i really regret why on earth did i take up amaths when i noe that my maths is just the just pass. ahhhh. i should have went to lit class & maybe then will i have a chance to go to UK. hah, but the choice is made & dere's no use regretting it now. i love 4e3 but not the subject combination. (:

god, please take away the the sneezing and stuff for the time being. let them come back after the exam, by then i don't mind anymore. PLEASE.

1st time...

2007-05-10T17:20:00.000+08:00

; 27/o4 ~~EL paper 1 & 2~~
; o4/o5 ~~MT paper 1 & 2~~
; o7/o5 ~~SS & physics~~
; o8/o5 ~~emath p1 & geog~~
; o8/o5 ~~chemistry p1&2~~
; 10/o5 ~~emath~~ p2
; 11/o5 amaths p1
; 14/o5 amaths p2

im gonna fail my emaths like shit. gonna be the 1st tyme i ever fail it. the paper was soooo difficult plus im only left with 15mins to complete the 12mark question of cumulative frequency graph. 15mins and how is that possible? ya, did it w/o even thinking whether it is correct. argh, forget it. plus last night cant even get to sleep, MY BRAIN STARTS FORMING UP TRANSLATION QUESTION FOR ME TO SOLVE THEM, VIRTUALLY. ya, of course i can't do them and ended up sleeping at 4plus. like what the hell is going on in my brain. maths maths maths.

tmr's gonna be amaths paper 1 yet i noe NOTHING about differentiating trigo and log plus permutation combination & drawing absolute function graph. time for me to study now but i just wannnaaa sleeeeppppp. arghhh

stupid exam. and bye to emaths~

2007-05-09T14:25:00.000+08:00

; 27/o4 ~~EL paper 1 & 2~~
; o4/o5 ~~MT paper 1 & 2~~
; o7/o5 ~~SS & physics~~
; o8/o5 ~~emath p1 & geog~~
; o8/o5 ~~chemistry p1&2~~
; 10/o5 emath p2
; 11/o5 amaths p1
; 14/o5 amaths p2

blogger giving LOTS of problems. and yea, showing favouritism too. hah, whatever. now i can only blog by using other previous post and edit the date here and dere. argh, at least i get to blog. (:

emaths paper1 & geog plus chemistry paper down. emaths paper was careless mistakes here and dere and i actually used the wrong fomula to find the midpoint when i actually know what it is! argh, few marks gone already. and even those simple questions im facing difficulties. oh well~ shall use paper 2 to help pull up my marks already. geography was ok except wasn't able to finish it on time. 9 marks gone~ chemistry p1 was tough like fuck. but luckily paper 2 was managable. luckily i studied electrolysis. let me pass, mrs low. please. (: and im soooo obsessed with chemisty that i actually dreamt that i had actually forgotten to hand in my papers when i was sleeping just now. is that a bad sign?

3 more papers to go. and all maths. jia you! going full blast for maths. i dont wanna fail both a & emaths.

tok to bear2 on msn & it feels as though have been ages since i last talked to him. hah.
unasiong~ but im not infactuated with him. (:

suddenly i feel soo sick of studying. motivation. someone please motivate me to study.
im sooooo tired. need a loonggg longg sleep. ><

2007-05-07T14:18:00.000+08:00

; 27/o4~~EL paper 1 & 2~~
; o4/o5~~MT paper 1 & 2~~
; o7/o5 ~~SS & physics~~
; o8/o5 emath p1 & geog
; o8/o5 chemistry p1&2
; 10/o5 emath p2
; 11/o5 amaths p1
; 14/o5 amaths p2

few more papars to go. SS was time consuming. didn't manage my time well, so ended up using 1hr 15 min to complete SBQ, leaving 30 mins for SEQ. at least i completed it. and thanks to cheehao, weili & yinah for helping me out for some parts of SS eh. or else i'm gonna die. (: physics paper 1 was okay, with some careless mistake here & there. >< but paper 2 was #$%$&^^&&^* formulas start to disappear from my mind, and obviously sometimes, i didn't get what the question was actually asking for. ok, i shouldn't have last minute study it. but, hopefully i can pass.

geography tmr and i've got to get everything into my brain by today! head gonna spin, ache but no choice. can't be sleeping early today plus tmr. hah.

ok, back to geography now. before i fall asleep.
(:

2007-05-06T18:59:00.000+08:00

do anybody actually love having exams?

exams = sleepless nights. ya, cant do anything much & cant be blamed either, im the last minute study type of person. hah. ling shi bao fo jiao. (:

social studies is killing me terribly and after tmr, it's not the end yet. there's still geography paper on tuesday. why cant they put geog on other days. and amaths paper 1 on tues. hah. how good can that be? if only they will change the schedule. argh.

exams, please be over soon.

2007-05-05T20:40:00.000+08:00

i wanna STUDY!
but my mind kept drifting away!

come back come back come back~
please.

2007-05-04T22:58:00.000+08:00

simply couldn't resist the temptation of surfing the internet.

mt paper today was tough. can say the toughest one i ever did. especially the li jie wen da. most of the answers could not be found from the passage, and the questions are hard to understand. paper 1 for gong han, it already took me an hour or so to finish it. so section 2 was soso. had to end the bao zhang bao dao with a short ending. i can't afford to fail mt. and dont let it be the first time. just before the Olevel. ><

back home, wanted to study. but somehow, i just want to sleep. ss has so many things to study. try out weili's technique den. study, read, understand. (: sat and sun. 2 more days. ss and geography the next day. my brain cells. GONE soon. stressed up.

at this moment, i cant but i admit.
i miss the U.I.Cs.
how am i going to survive after the exams.
" eunice, you have to let go someday lah~" ya, just try to let go. but tough. damn tough.

2007-05-03T18:29:00.000+08:00

i passed my 2.4km test! (((((:

ok. back to MIA till 14th jan.

2007-05-02T16:12:00.000+08:00

YES! monica is super duper high today. twist eh? =D

lessons was okay okay. got to know what to concentrate on for ge0graphy. and finally, i've done my book review presentation. and all thanks to faiz who kept making me laugh at the back. thanks eh kambing! make me laugh in front of the whole class. "thanks." (: PE was just sitting there and chatting away non-stop. yea, still cant pass my standing board jump. talked about everything. LOL. comparing the jiao mao of the guys in my class, and gladys actually got 3 elder sister. hah. was damn shocked ah! all the while since sec1 i thought she have only 1 sister. im slow. ya.

PCCG lesson was the hah. pervert one. we've got to write down what we know and what we want to know about sex. started our small group discussion. yea. the ketchup thingy that farah said made deli go "OUCH!" guess it hurts alot thou. LOL. and the malay guys thingy. LOL. guess we disturbed the class ALOt. SORRY. (:

and our class is haunted. suddenly, two deep and hollow knocking sound came from the wall behind our classroom's dustbin. the one inside our class. the sound was sooo deep and hollow, ad no body was knocking it as there was nothing, no class no nothing behind that wall. haha. maybe it came from our class's "red house"? scary.

and now officially end my post for the exams. hah. shall come back blogging after the exams end. all the best everybody! and eunice, jia you! (:

2007-05-01T12:27:00.000+08:00

yesterday's violin was weird. yea, zoe stopped learning and yesterday was just me and mr tong. somehow, it just feels so weird w/o having zoe beside. :( and now, am transferred to the friday's class. arghh. shit ah. how am i going to have dinners with the sec4s next time. ARGH! yea, went through the other 3 pieces. especially schindler's list. feelings how to get that feeling in? tried thinking about some stuffs, sometimes can sometimes, nope. just let me watch the movie to get the feelings in. or someone please make me cry!

exams are next week. yet revision are not really done yet. all i do is just emaths emaths and emaths. argh. shit. and im not yet prepared for this fri's MT exam. let me get my A1! im desperate for it.

read yinah's blog. yea, i miss them. :(

2007-04-29T19:55:00.000+08:00

life is so gonna SUCKS for the next one week or more.
especially when im sitting in the front. the FIRST one somemore. cant msg, cant eat, cant sleep, and worse, no more farisha and that kambing. LOL. :(

and today, no doubt saying that i wanna revise amaths and chem, in the end, nothing is done. that bloody nose of mine is like itching like nobody's business. how i wish i could just cut it off and wait till when it's ready den i paste it back. hah! as if that can be done.

friday's english exam. some coughing and sneezing. but this week plus next whole week, alot more will be heard. bo bian, everybody will be busy buried in the books to even bother much about our health. drink more water den. (:

life gonna sucks for the next two weeks. i declare,
i miss farisha. hah. kambing maybe too? hah.

2007-04-28T23:07:00.000+08:00

im glad grandma is much better now. after being discharged. (:

minyi came over to study. yes. from 12 to 6 im like doing the coral sec emaths paper. like kinda stupid. 6hours and im on that paper. disappointed. gonna practice amaths and chemistry tmr. shall add in geography if i got the time. don't wanna fail any of the subjects, yea, that's what i'm aiming for. jia you!

lalala~ hearing minyi talking about the uk trip make me wanna go too. but too bad, im not a lit student. in fact, mrs low wanted to help our class to take us on the trip, but yea, at first alot wants, but later, only a few wrote their name down. so in the end, nothing was mentioned. oh well.

and yes! i wanna have my house designed like how i want them to. so now, gonna work hard for it. w/o money, how to have them made out. (:

call me stupid or what, but somehow it's too hard. that's me. (:

2007-04-27T13:53:00.000+08:00

english mid yr. guess im gonna flunk it. for paper 1. didnt write the format for the account. and as for the section one, hopefully i will pass. but PLEASE do not let that teacher read. >< paper 2 was ok. but passage B was tough! just let me PASS! ><

sometimes, how i wish i was blind. or rather, stop myself from clicking to that page.
argh.

2007-04-25T22:16:00.000+08:00

canteen performance today for the band. somehow, it just feels sooo weird not being able to be performing together with them. only managed to perform with them during the upper sec recess. the feeling is GREAT! the feeling of holding my clarinet, sitting with my section, playing the song with the whole band. GREAT! still cant get over it till in the end, didnt really concentrate during english lesson. counldnt tahan when they played "you raise me up". but at least it's not that jia lat. somehow, the fact that we are already STEPPED DOWN just cant seems to get into my head. hais. i'm missing my section and also, the band. ALOT. they kept saying to let go, but it's hard. VERY HARD.
guess those who really knows me well, will know that im such a person who is very hard to let go of things. hais.

i miss them. ALOT. especially clarinetists.
can i just turn back the time? i dont wanna step down yet.
:(

2007-04-20T23:01:00.000+08:00

UIC CLARINETISTS:
yea! we did a great job! we overcomed bar 133 which we will always cockup during practices. but we did it! *clap!* throughout this few months, you guys have been tolerating with me. sorry for all those unhappy things. and, thanks for ALL those memories we had together as a section! seeing things in the cloud, some of us running away from bees during sectionals, BEAR ATTACK!, gimmicks, talking about ghost stories at food court during section outing which we were being chased out by the indian auntie, cycling and competing against one another to see whose the fastest, and everything! thanks! you guys are the BEST! GOGOGO! the U.I.Cs of JYSB! WE ROCKS! *LOVES! <3

farewell. finally, all de sec4s and sec5s are officially stepped down. no more attendance taking, taking down minutes for me. hais. stepping down is hard. especially when those memories kept flashing around in your mind. the time when we were having theory lessons seemed to be just yesterday. 3 and half yrs of band. especially the U.I.C clarinetists. it's hard to let go but we still had to! but im glad we ended everything nicely. SILVER for SYF, considering to be quite good as this yr's standard was that HIGH. and we are on the same standard as some other top bands.

and thanks everything for today. those gifts and cards. Unasiong, thanks for the wugui eh! love! U.I.Cs, the carved dog tag, rina your letter! it's damn touching la. and the chocolate cake! thanks soooo much! it's nice! (: huirong, my secretary partner! jia you eh! you've been a great help all this while, and now, it's your turn to lead the assistant. (: and the others! evrything was simply great! played abba gold and to the summit(drumset version) for the juniors. (:

but no doubt, everybody's mood was put to the lowest point. someone out there was talking without thinking over his words carefully.
"Maybe the reason why you guys could never make it above silver, is because you guys never played with your heart." LIKE HELLO? we gave in everything, our feelings and our heart. being from your words, it's clearly shown that YOU'RE A NON-MUSICIAN. so who the fuck do you thing you have the right to say all this to us.
you said that residents are complaining about us making unnecessary noise,being noisy. but hey! we are not MILITARY band, we dont go around blasting on our instrument. we are SYMPHONIC band! note the word. SYMPHONIC. so what do the residents have to be complaining about us? and furthermore, according to you, we are not allowed to practise at the corridor or even at the classroom. even if all the windows are to be closed. then where do you expect us to practise at? music room? it would be so difficult to hear the intonation of the individual section. in order to produce good results, it is IMPOSSIBLE just by one hand clapping. it need TWO HANDS. teachers are not even cooperating with us.

YES. they do have families. but dont we have to? come to think of it, we have MUCH more things to do compared to teachers. ARGGHHHHH. teachers have the right to say that the students are lazy, yet students dont have the right to say that teachers are lazy.

the school is now pointing finger against the band. we cant do much BUT one day, we're gonna prove to the school once again.

JUICE!

2007-04-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

and yes, finally i've found the disc that contain all the photos. just had a feeling that it's inside the cupboard just below my com. and there it is. (:

in fact, today should be the last band prac before our SYF. dont know what happen, and while combining section, suddenly broke down. yea, thanks eh yuzil. took over the section. combine was okay, but CLARINETISTS, TRY NOT TO SQUEAK OK? AND PRACTISE ON BAR 133! GOGOGOGO! WE CAN GO IT! COS WE ARE THE U.I.Cs! =D YEAH!, thanks to our VP, MR LEE who is willing to stay back just to let us have our band prac on monday, cos the teachers couldnt stay back on mon. yea, miracles do happen. (: but yea, sprain my ankle? yea. most probably. but at least it wasnt at bad as the previous one. hopefully.

SYF on tues.
GO JYSB!
AIM.FOCUS.GO!
U.I.C spirit! JUICE!

i cant stop that feeling again. it's coming back.

2007-04-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

FCUK. EVERYTHING'S JUST NOT GOING RIGHT. YA, FRIDAY THE 13TH. AND AT THIS MOMENT, I CANT FIND THE FCUKING DISC WHICH I STORED ALLLLLLLLL THE PHOTOS INSIDE. PHOTOS WHICH INCLUDED SECTION PHOTO AND ALOT MORE. $#&%&*^*(&(*)_%#$#% WHERE THE HELL IS THE DISC!!!!??? SEARCH HIGH AND LOW BUT STILL CANT FIND. WHAT THE HELL AM I THINKING WHEN I WAS SAVING ALL OF THEM IN THE DISC. IN THE FIRST PLACE WHY DID I SAVE THEM!?!?!?!?!?

and the teachers. not wanting to say but ya, why must WE the band be chased out of the school when the other CCAs are still strolling around in the school. ya, partly the reason is that we usually take our time and once when we even have to climb out of the school gate. but does it mean that we have to be chased? and 30seconds doesnt seem 30seconds. it seemed to be ONLY 15seconds. and our SYF is just next tuesday. tmr's 3 hours is not enough for us. and minus away 30minutes since we have to wait for the choir to come out first before we can enter music rm. and monday we will not be given any band prac. even an hour is not allowed. but sometimes, we seriously need that time. even if it's just an hour. ARGH.

and ya, kept smelling the smell of durian since the moment i wake up. this is going to make me SICK of it. bad.

BUT yea, clarinetists are improving. (: damn funny especially that part when ALL of us will bring up our instrument at some parts of To The Summit. cannot tahan from laughing la. =x and still not satisfied with my bird part. BIRD BIRD BIRD~~ LIGHT.

sec4s dinner was fun ah. but not all sec4s thou. only wafiy, jon, weihan, joanne,rauf and me. huichen, shuyan, zainul and faris, try to make it the next tyme round k? we still haven got ALL the sec4s present for the dinner. try. (:

the day maybe bad but somehow, it's balanced. BUT NOT FULLY THOUGH. IM GONNA FIND THAT DISC OUT AND RESTORE ALL OF THE PHOTOS BACK INTO MY COM.

2007-04-12T22:47:00.000+08:00

just 4 more days till syf. and mrs tan called me. at first, i thought it's gonna be all about my results. but ya, in the end talked about band. said her husband went for the result for compassvale. and that many many broke down. and that CCA branch brought up the standard for SYF. that's why many bands dropped. yea, was like stressed la. just 4 more days to syf.

BUT today's playing was not bad ah. zul said could feel that we are already at the summit. but of course, there's still room for improvement. (: have to improve soooo alot on my bird part. the sound is heavy, not light at all as compared to those real birds sound.

today's physics test was $#$^%$&&^&^*&^Y()*) gonna flunk it like shit. totally dont understand the topic on pressure. but hopefully mcq will pull the marks up. but like HOW MUCH?? ya, haven start my revision for mid yr at all. night study yesterday was alright. rauf came also. and thanks to JESPER for help on some questions la. (:

chemistry, amaths and social studies. I LOVE them. my darlings~
gonna master them all. dont wanna faill any of them. muahahha. go eunice!

4 more days. HANG ON DERE!
JUICE!
UIC!

2007-04-10T19:43:00.000+08:00

everything is changing. sometimes, such things really sucks.
but ya, why should i go think about it so much? hahaha.

faiz = kambing. (:

and, I DONT WANNA STEP DOWN YET. 7 MORE DAYS.
:(

2007-04-07T16:08:00.000+08:00

U.I.C clarinetists: SORRY ABOUT MY ATTITUDE TODAY.

perhaps really having moodswing or what, was damn irritated with the reed. wasted 4 reeds in total. and thanks to fareha, bear2 and yuzil for their reed. just 2 more sectionals band prac as mr tong not coming for next tues and thurs. but sectionals on monday.
compulsory for ALL. please come as now we are just left with estimated less than 5 band practice. monday, for those who end school at 3.45pm, please meet me at the band notice board. and for those who have bio lessons, come after that. venue for the sectional will be confirmed ltr. either at music store or central park. please come as now, we've got to take as much time as we can to improve our intonation, bar 133 and also some parts of sunrise. carry on the U.I.C spirit! (:

and yea, let's just hang on there for the next few days. just a few more days! gogogo!
and yuzil, what's butoh? can say already? hahaha!
(:

2007-04-06T21:55:00.000+08:00

today's exchange wasnt that good. intonation and everything. estimated around 11 more days to syf. just 11 more days. eunice, jia you!

somehow, i dont wwant to step down.

somehow, im gonna miss everything. clarinet section.
even though sometimes it's tough, but after everything, there's fun.
U.I.Cs! WE ROCKS!

2007-04-01T16:37:00.000+08:00

2 more weeks. JUST TWO MORE WEEKS LEFT TO SYF.
ytd's exchange programme the way we played was not yet up to the standard for us to play during syf. but so many problems coming out. clarinetists still cant get the bar 133 part right, plus bar 38 phrasing. next few band prac will be fully on that.

things to complete:
- make sure everybody able to play 133. short and detached. and most importantly, DONT SLOW DOWN.
- get joelle back.
- phrasing for bar 38.
- running notes for set piece.
- intonation for some parts.
and somemore parts.

eunice, hang in there! dont give up yet!
2 more weeks!

2007-03-28T19:33:00.000+08:00

officially crazy. hahaha! guess only amanda knows that.
SOMEONE, PLEASE SLAP ME. THANKS. (:

and blog is officially back. cant access into it for dont know how many days. thank god(but no blog doesnt makes any difference thou~). argh. so many homeworks yet undone. english letter plus chinese compo both which are due today. dead shit. and chemistry test tmr. wish me good luck den. so many things to memorise. CHEMICAL ANALYSIS, I LOVE IT! yaya. as if.

sometimes, i just pray so hard that tmr is the day we step down. but somehow or rather, another half praying for that day to come later. ah, whatever. i cant slow down the tempo of how fast the clock is going.

2007-03-24T16:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday was just one of those RARE days. for monica and me. hahha. (:
but guess it was an unlucky thing that our cip falls on the exact same day as our rare day. arghh. why cant our cip be on thursday, i don't mind. CIP was alright except that i found it totally hard for me to communicate with the old folks there at Jamiyah. the only one i could communicate with best is of course, my grandmother. (: and there's this old uncle dere. he looked just like my grandfather. ya, and thought bout last tyme when he was still around. :( chat with Sebastian's mother too. haha. she's nice. (:

walked back to school for band. called Jesper, and luckily at that time, they haven pack up the instrument yet. went back to school with monica, since she's waiting for Shirleen. hahaha. LUCKILY ytd was a VERY NICE day indeed. ((:

and yes, wont be blogging much. spiderwebs gonna be formed SOON. since i cant see my blog either. let it be. hahahha.

2007-03-20T22:01:00.000+08:00

19th march. yea, everything was alright, but now i finally noe that having your birthday during non-schoolday is the best! hahaha.

and not forgetting. minyi(ya, you're the first. (: ), khiam cheong, cheryl, aikyong, gerald, shirleen, farhana, jolyn, rauf, grace and shuhada, shayrin and lots more. thanks for those wishes whether it's through friendster or sms.

not forgetting weili, darling, yinah, chee hao and kenneth! haha. at first thought u guys will forget. hahah! yea, love you guys lots! ya, i miss those days. thanks! (:

minyi, thanks the BEAR eh. ya, you can see it attached to my pencilbox. hahah! kc and darling, dont worry. you will see me in that. but it will be thousands and thousands of years ltr. but i like it lahs! thanks! and not forgetting the BAND MEMBERS. will FOREVER not be forgotten as it's gonna be in the only tyme in my life that i had to wash my hair for 4 times to get those flour off my hair! pictures will be post ltr.

and thanks mummy and daddy for the cake! it was just meant to be a joke but yea, thanks!
and lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUMMY! (:
LOVE YA! <3

2007-03-11T14:18:00.000+08:00

ADAM KHOO MOTIVATIONAL CAMP.
and it was absolutely GREAT! 3days, from 8am to 9pm. the hours seemed long, but the time passed faster den expected. it was both fun and motivational, filled with those jokes that our trainers, LEROY and GARY. and the musicman, FUXI(sounds like something eh? LOL!) and also tears. those life stories that they shared with us. PAST ≠ FUTURE. yea! (:
and before that,

MUMMY & DADDY,
I LOVE YOU!

im glad i said this. before this course, this 3 words is so hard to be said out. it's just 3 words, yet difficult to be said. and im thankful that they are the ones who brought me into this world, giving me life. thanks! photos will be uploaded soon. (:

2007-03-01T22:04:00.000+08:00

FINALLY. all TAs are OVER! since the 3rd week of sch we've been having tests every week. and yea, we got over it. (: passed all the subjects(but with some badly done) but failed chem. argh, :(

ytd was the interclass tournament. and yea, 4e3 gt 3rd. wasnt that bad afterall. we've tried and they did their best. those playing volleyball and floorball. and the class was cheering! 4e3 spirit is dere! GO 4e3! 4e3, GOGOGO!! =D

yea, just bear with it and everything will be over.
monica, cheer up k? S-M-I-L-E! (:

career seminar tmr. gonna come back for band after that with jo and weihan. and sec4's dinner time after band. been soso long since we last went to have lunch/dinner together. haha! ya, and lin mian is actually kc's fren's bro. ya, that's so coincidence lahs. but too bad ah kc, he put CLARINET as his first choice. =P

hahhaa! things are just so hard.. the more unexpected it seems to be, the more it will happen. and it did. shall shut it up. monica, dont say so loudly the next tyme eh? haha. (:

2007-02-24T22:37:00.000+08:00

this pic simply great! taken by the BEST PHOTOGRAPHER- GRACE!
(:

out to library with minyi today. yea, bought this NORMAL blue pen. and it's really plain ordinary pen. not those nice type that u see in the bookshops. just wasted my $2. from my ang bao money. argh. yea, borrowed 3 books. im guai kia ok? and minyi borrowed two. one by mistake. LOL. over to my house to study next. i HATE chemical analysis.

2007-02-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

time is seriously passing by soo sooo fast! last week just bout to celebrate CNY, and now, it's almost over. okok, not so fast. at least, those visitings are almost done. how i miss those visitings, especially the one over at rachel's house. it's totally fun lah! how we joked about grace and tt 'king kong'. ROFL! soon, i'll be receiving that wedding invitation eh? hah, no joke. ya,talked bout stuffs after shane came in to join us. laugh like mad also. fun lah. CNY is bout having laughters, but most importantly, money money. haha. lots and lots of ang baos. but this yr is lesser than previous yrs. didnt go that much place thou. sad~

yea, back to school stuffs. been having tests almost every week ever since the 3rd week of school. yea, it's tiring. but cant complain. just have to hang on there, till the big O ends. by then, books can be burned! GREAT! hahaha! but no doubt, gonna miss my friends LOTS especially the sec 4s, you guys noe who u are. (: hah, all this are still long to be said. it will be retyped after our graduation.

yea, emaths got a2. alryte, got improvement. but my amaths ta, is gonna be gone-case. it just went BLANK during the test! but luckily matrix on simultaneous was kinda blur yet visible in my mind. hopefully it willl be correct! *pray hard* >< 2 more tests to go and im done! but chem and geog are killlers! study thru tonight and the whole of tmr cos sunday is book! CNY outing for the JYSBians. some. (:

enough of typing. shall go and have my break den.
=D

2007-02-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

just some photos taken during CNY. more will be uploaded after getting them from grace and this sun's. (: blog after someday.

2007-02-16T22:11:00.000+08:00

chinese new year celeration in school today. ya, was okok thou. shaun look great during his performance! haha. if he wears like tt to school everyday, girls would fall in love with him ah? LOL. out with minyi to buy her clothes. saw lots of familiar faces and not forgetting ersian, ms ang, christine, and lots more ah! haha. last seen ersian was during p6. hahaha. yea, he still rmbs me. it would be so pai seh if i call him, and he couldnt recognise me. but luckily he did. (: MS ANG! lol. still rmb we used to dread her lessons. calling her "pisang" or "tou yuan yuan" ya, we're bad. BUT only during that time. now we are of course as good as angels. hahaha! and christine! my senior! almost couldnt recognise her at all. luckily she still rmbs me. chatted awhile and bought my treble clef earring. been wanting it all along. (:

beeen sooooo long since last talk to haiye. and Phin's food is sooo nice lah! shall go dere eat again. student price $6.90. course meal + soup + drinks and garlic bread. nice!

yea, our class didnt won the chinese new year deco competition BUT i love the decoration ah! especially the four festival christmas tree! <3

four festival christmas tree! 4 + 3 = 07!

4e3'o7! ((:

2007-02-11T19:05:00.000+08:00

FINALLY. completed cleaning up my room. from those messy kind till ok, kinda neat. at least to me ah. (:

hah. continued today and it's neater lah.
out with minyi today. just to the big bookshop. talked bout sec 1 time. ya, thinking back, it's funny lah. not as stressful as now. ya, we are SEC 4S ya, the BIG O.

2007-02-09T21:55:00.000+08:00

blogging seems to be meaningless. wont be coming online for weekdays except for fri. so, thinking back, having a blog aint something. wont be updating alot either. hah!

yea, everything's the same. school's the same. nothing different though. classes starts painting their classroom. guess it started from 4e4? hah, their's nice. (: and us, instead of painting, pasted checkers outside of the classroom wall. kinda nice thou. hah, shall take a photo of it next time and post it up here. in fact, changing place wasnt as bad ah. still can talk to monica also. hah. and ya, guess they noe what's the thing im scared of le. and yea, maybe i wil overcome it sooner or ltr? since faiz they all keep doing it. LOL.

O lvl result released. and congrats to all the sec 4s(2006)! haha! especially to Ihsan, Zul, Jasmine, Shu Jun and alot alot more. =D
celebrated Zillah's birthday too which was ytd ah. hah! sabo-ing~ =)

im sure there wasnt any more. but today, i proved myself wrong again.

2007-02-04T18:29:00.000+08:00

Mus Art concert ytd. was great lahs, schools playing their choice piece together with the Mus Art band. Rina, charmain and ling yu from clarinet section. (: ya, got this saxophonist guy that look like someone from our school. hahaha. pictures taken.

photos will be updated after receiving some from joanne. (:

ya, school gonna be bored. mrs tan changed our place, no longer sitting beside monica le. argh! bored.

i feel like a bastard. ><

2007-02-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

alryte. com having some problems, lines appears suddenly. sometimes have, sometimes nope. it's irritating lahs. just please dont spoil. hopefully it's because of the wire, and not the monitor being spoiled. dont wanna waste money on repairing my com again and again. ><

and god, please allow me to erase part of my memory. it hurts thinking back on it.
argh.

2007-01-31T20:38:00.000+08:00

shall blog and end with a short and sweet sentence.

LAST SUNDAY'S CONCERT PERFORMANCE WAS GREAT! ENJOYED!
(:

end.
shall upload the photos when i got the time.

2007-01-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

tmr's the DAY! yarh, and hopefully joanne could make it. well, let's try to hold up time as much as we can. ya, just wanna ALL the sec 4s to perform together. cos it's the only one concert that we're gonna have. though it's not our own concert. hais. yea, and tmr's night will be HELL LOTS OF FUN. SURPRISE AWAITING! and sec4s to have dinner tmr after concert. (((((:

yea, sometimes i wanna tell A some stuffs. but think of it, i cant. telling B makes me feel guilty too. argh, why didnt i do that? seriously regretted. why? *slaps*
"EUNICE, YOU ARE EVIL! EVIL! EVIL! "

2007-01-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

nothting much better to blog about. lots of homeworks, tests.
yea, hopefully i will pass my today's amaths test as well as the previous one(fat hope!). just pray that it will be.

band concert this sunday. PLEASE LET EVERYTHING GO SMOOTHLY. ><
and PLEASE SLAP MYSELF to wake me up.
ARGH.

2007-01-24T22:33:00.000+08:00

nothing much nowadays. just lessons, some laughters in class, homeworks. but time passed kinda fast? hah!

but something GROSS on monday la. ya, ranson was actually asking liqiang to move to A(shall not mention whose tt. but i guess most noe le? LOL.) . liqiang say got shit smell la so moved back to kent. but didnt really notice it till after recess. LIKE SHIT LAHS! the smell was HORRIBLE! everytime wind blow, there come the NICEST smell ever. and guess what ranson and i saw? A actually placed his HANDS on his BUTT and SMELLED IT! wanting to confirm whether is it him. LOL! like wth la. too bad~ we saw it. hah!

and yea, im glad to announce that we are R.E.M
R= ranson, E= eunice, M= monica.
hah! we're full of craps la. was walking back to class and monica thought of it. since 3 of us are sitting together in class in that order. (:

yea. i SWEAR im gonna stop thinking about that! what joanne say actually sounds kinda true. dont wanna it to affect anything. ya, it's just infactuation la. hah!

i just pray that everything will be alright now. let every conflicts close up SOONER. ><
and everything would be back to last time. how nice. (:

2007-01-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

over to tp's open house today. with jo, jon and hui chen. yea, went over to School Of Enginnering. nothing much. haha, saw marianne and left our names dere. for statistics? yea, perhaps. bought Ben n Jerry's ice cream. (: over to CCAhub. nothing much though. didnt see any band booth. forget it and went over to School Of Business. alryte. it ROCKS lahs! the tour. hahah. especially tourism the skit. laugh like mad la. and the guy who act sounds like mr chian? yea. and TP got lots of shuai ge lahs. hahaha. LOL.
tourism?
hospitality and resort management?
mass communication?

ARGH. which one? but hospitality and resort need cut-off point 11. and tt's god damn high for me lahs! >< mass communication needs A1/A2 for english. if B3/4, den nd to go through interview. argh, it's sooo damn cool la. those radio stuffs and the tv studio thingy. ARGHH.

shall go check out other poly's cut off point for those various courses. (:
bought something for weihan and wafiy. AHHAHAHA! SECRET. hehehheee. =D

yea, now i finally noe it's STUPID to go cut the wrist la. and it's worse if u do it when you are bored? in the first place, why are we cutting!? hais. stupid thinking.

2007-01-19T22:34:00.001+08:00

everything seemed to be going well today. sat with ranson during lesson and kept disturbing him to stop scratching(hah! im helping him ok?) thank me, ranson! haha! (: ya, kena "scolded" by mrs tan. leg injured den still wanna go down take attendance bk from huirong. BUT IM NOT THE SAME AS LAST YEAR! MORE ATTENTION IS PUT TO STUDIES ok? hah! or else mrs tan will go complaining abt me to the other band teachers.

band was.. argh. kinda the suckiest day from the 1stjan till now. some ppl are just so unreasonable. and "B"(shall not say whose the person) is so innocent la. he didnt do anything wrong yet some ppl wanna.... ARGHHHH! yea, there's SOOOO many DIFFERENT kinds of ppl in this world. after today's thing, can i or rather "we" talk as per normal? hais. i dont wanna anything to change after what happen today. argh, mixed feelings. somehow, somethings are just so hard to be believed. it just isnt what we seem to be like. perhaps that's what the true meaning of "never judge a book by its cover"? NO. arghhhhhhhhhh!!! :(

i seriously wanna everything to go back to that photo. how's everybody feeling when we're taking tt photo? that feeling. that bond.

=(

2007-01-17T21:16:00.000+08:00

argh. phone getting abit of problem. yea, perhaps due to the n70 bug.(is dere such thing?) and the ringtone keeps changing by itself. sometimes nokia ringtone sometimes mine. arghh. shall take it to nokia care when im free den. argh.

ya, and im so short of time.

2007-01-17T15:55:00.000+08:00

didnt really come online nowadays. so many homeworks to be done. just by doing the homework, i no longer got any more time to do my revision ah.

ya, and sprained my ankle again ytd. cant rmb whether is it the same old leg. what am i actually thinking while walking that i will actually sprain my ankle? hah! ya, im scared that what im thinking will come true. argh.

2007-01-14T16:31:00.000+08:00

just came back after making hair treatment. yea, not much diff. but hair's softer and more manageable now. (: mummy and daddy did the treatment but is using tonic de. diff. from outside. and it's cheaper. if there's white hair, with the tonic treatment, it actually dye ur hair reddish-brown. cool huh? haha. yea, some teenagers went dere to make hair also.

wont be blogging much during weekdays. or maybe wont be coming online much during weekdays.
(:

2007-01-14T15:30:00.000+08:00

cca fair today. performance were GREAT, and i really mean it. except somehow, we are neglected by the teachers. argh, with us being the background music, will the parents/students actually notice? and the parents actually took their leave when we're just about to play. how many parents will actually stay and look? as typical singaporeans, we will take the chance to leave if we can. who dont want? ya. this yr's sec 1s seemed to be soooo little because alot went home before we went down.ya, so in the end results wasnt that good. hopefully when we get the results, it will be good! BUT we enjoyed ourself to the MAX lahs! yea, everything was fun! from gimmicks, to singing it's a small world. even taking photos and painting our nails(for UIClarinetists). it's fun! yea, took lots of photos. but some yet to take from joanne. our last cca fair for the sec4s.

2007-01-12T21:22:00.000+08:00

mind's totally blank ryte now. so much things to blog about when im not using com. but now, when im here blogging, my minds total blank. hah!

school's sooooo unfair la. 4e2 got to go to germany. 4e1 got to go to UK. and us 4e3s? got to go to singapore, where we are now. cant we just go any science country? so tt we can improve our science?(ya, wishful thinking. as if this will ever happen) and furthermore it's our last yr. hais.

CCA fair tmr. hah. gonna see bear2 with painted nails. =D just pray that parents who sees us wont complain to the principal bout the clarinetists whose nails are ALL PAINTED. (:

sec4s! the wonderful ppl who accompanied me throughout this 4yrs of band. (:

me and my band camp partner, ruwaida! (: faris extra ah! haha!

thats all. (:

2007-01-09T22:21:00.000+08:00

haven been able to come online nowadays. ya, as usual the reason. study.
guess that's the usual things that's going on nowadays. wake up, bathe, go school, stay back for band if there is, go home, study, sleep. and it goes on everyday like this. except for weekends, hopefully. ><

everything was alright. at least for now. but ya, the funniest thing this week is bout teacher A la. guess she was thinking of us 4e3s(heheheh!) and she over draw her eyebrow. ya, thought it was her hair. but nope. monica said was she draw wrong. wanted act act us her question but ended up laughing like mad. LOL. tried second time but stil laughed like nobody's business. hope she dont noe that we are actually laughing at her la, or else i guess for the rest of my that particular lesson im so gonna die. ROFL.

argh, i still dont wanna go to another seperate mt class. im so used to wang lao shi's teaching method. ya, even though last yr i didnt really listen during her class. but argh, i wanna tell tt HOD but she is fierce arent she? I DONT WANNA SEPERATE CLASS. I REPEAT, I DONT WANT! arghhhh. i wanna be with my class throughout every periods of lesson. with the 4e3s! guess i'll go find the HOD tmr? hais. :(

ya, and finally our seection shirt gonna be send for printing. yeahs~ (:

2007-01-06T17:05:00.000+08:00

woke up today morning and found out that my phone wasnt beside me. was like OMFG! maybe daddy confiscated it(ya, it happened before) or bro took it to play. but nv did i expect that mummy took it lahs. she cant slp so took my phone and play. hahahah! wonder whose the one keep asking me to slp and fall aslp first? yet she took it to play cos she cant slp. =.=" mummy ah~ LOL.

went to meet up with joanne first. rmb telling her tt i'll meet her at her house downstair. but she went to 7eleven. ya, maybe miscommunication. nvm. haha. breakfast at the tenderbest the coffeeshop. dere the ba chor mee is damn nice lahs! (: over to big bookshop meet jon and weihan got the stuffs we needed(but we forgot totally bout the paint) and met the excos. did the gifts for cca fair which is like nxt sat. finished 100 disc. 100 more to go. but yea, today was ok. everybody start doing immediately. some with the touching up of banners, and some busy with the disc. and no doubt, joanne's art is fantastic lahs! i wanna that disc! hah. homed and now blogging. and im bored.

but i dont have the mood to study now. shall study in the night ltr on den. it's more quiet i think?
(:

2007-01-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

guess now my posts will be more more on studies? hah!
start of de sec4 life aint that good. piles of homework waiting for me to start writing on them. so many things for me to revise. sec3 stuff. argh, how i regret on why did i slack so much last yr? but is it too late for me to wake up now? hope so.

every teachers when they step into the class, the word OLEVEL just would be brought up just beside their words. reminding us every now and then, tt Olvl is approaching us! SOON! and this yr, we are gonna take it at least 2 weeks earlier then last yr? argh. and tt left us with sooo little time but yet sooo many things to be convered. mrs quek managed to complete static electricity just within two days? but ya, skipping some parts here and dere and we have to go read up ourself. and im so in love with eng lesson now la. mdm saleha. hah! she rocks la. eng lesson is always filled with laughters la. HAHAHA! having problems visualising the 3dimension thingy but i'm glad to have monica and amanda guiding me along the way ah! thanks eh! (:

having second thoughts during band today. actually asked teacher if i can dont take part in syf. but yea, we agreed to go ahead on it. since it's our last, might as well go for it. it's sometimes stressful to see that. sometime no matter how we teach, nothing comes out from it. maybe it's the way of teaching, well, i have to go think back. maybe i've did something wrong along the way leading to all this. perhaps, i think?

feel like studying now but my brain is.. tired.
furthermore, msn is giving me lots of problems. sometimes able to sign in sometimes cant. wth is going on!? and it took soooo long for me to sign in ah. argh. watching tv and thinking how gd life could be w/o computers sometimes. cos computers also give problems eh? yeah.

2007-01-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

10 more months and everything's gonna be over. shall bury my head deep into the books for this 10 months, getting all my facts, formulas all into my head. 10 months. 10 seems long, but yet so short.

gonna just hang on dere no matter how high the stress lvl is.
i wanna get the course that i wanted.
jia you!
(:

2007-01-04T16:46:00.000+08:00

yeah~ FINALLY can sign in to msn. hah!
2nd day of school passed liao. was like telling to yinah. tt tyme when mrs tan was telling us which sec sch we were posted to. everything seemed like yesterday. and now, very soon, we are gonna graduate and take our Olvl. time is really passing VERY fast.

teachers talked. and mrs oh. feeling the stress right now. we are like just left with only 3 terms of school? but we have yet so many things to be covered. hais. wondering if i can ever make it for Olvl.

stressed up. headache from ytd till now. when will it stop?
argh. shall stop talking bout this now.

MUAHAHAHA! thought bout a brilliant idea with joanne ytd at her house. hahhaa. yea. it's GONNA WORK W/O ANT FLAWS. XD
yea. stop posting and get on to books. now.

2007-01-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

argh. internet is really testing me now. cant sign in to any msn website. hotmail, msn messenger. whats wrong lahs. FCUK! everything just aint going well. tired of every single thing.

1st day of school today. everything was ok.
teachers, everything.

no mood to blog now. shant come online for long.

2007-01-02T18:57:00.000+08:00

ARGH , the internet is REALLY testing my patience now. and blogger too. WTH IS GOING ON LAHS. ##%#$%#$^$%&!

2nd day of 2007 already. till now, everything's GREAT except for the internet thingy lahs. hahah!
got my phone again. happy like mad la. went to ah ma house to collect it. and thanks to aunty linda for selling her phone to me! XD and got the card reader from debbie too. but luckily the cable can still be connected to the phone. hahaha! got my DREAM PHONE again! (((:

sch starting tmr. the holiday have ended. guess this would be my last holiday till after the big O? infact, this holiday is already not a holiday. didnt do much for this holiday. argh, regretting. but what's the point of regret? haha. kinda looking forward to tmr but half of it aint looking forward. shall see how it goes tmr. and there's SS tmr. sad. the starting of sch indicates that we are going to step down from our CCAs. SOON how will the feeling be that day? perhaps now im looking forward to that day, but when that day come. hais. will the sec3s still be like how we are now? it's kinda hard to say. since after that, everyone of us would be busy with our own stuff. hais. officially sec 4 now. how i wish i could go back to when im just a sec 1.

hah!

2006-12-31T23:05:00.000+08:00

uber bored. 40 more minutes and we'll be opening the door to welcome 2007! but somehow come to think of it, last yr this time we are welcoming 2006, and now, we are bidding goodbyes to 2006. thats how fast time is passing. sighs.

still at cous house. but getting tired and more tired. perhaps tmr going ahma house to get my phone le? hahs. happy like mad la. 1st jan. weeeee~ thinking of getting my dream phone again just make me so excited la. hahahah! swear im so gonna take good care of tt phone.

DBSK. regretted not bring it to cous house. how i wish i can be watching their concert now. ya, how i wish. argh, sad. but ya, what yinah say makes sense ah. i shouldnt be "wasting" my time searching for their stuffs online. should be paying more on my studies cos the BIG O approaching. FAST! still thinking back, i was still the girl wearing the long long school skirt on the 1st day of school. and now, gonna prepare for the big O. hais. sometimes thinking back, kinda miss school. everything. classmates especially SAME and everything. 2 more days to go. :(

tired.

2006-12-31T18:00:00.000+08:00

few more hours to the NEW YEAR, 2007!
so many things happened within this yr. good and bad things, but mostly is bad ones i think? hopefully, next year will be better. ><
didnt set much new year resolutions.

some new yr resolutions for 2007:
1. MUST NOT SLP DURING LESSONS!
2. set my priorities. must balance between band and studies. studies more important. (:
3. BIG Os!
4. change my attitude.
5. bring up section. at least before i step down.

somemore to go. but will update again after i think of more. (:

argh. am i going to miss 2006? hahah! I WONT! I REPEAT, I WONT!
shall happily say GOODBYE TO 2006! ((:

currently at cous house. waiting to countdown. heheh.
HAPPY NEW YEAR DEN EVERYBODY! =D

2006-12-30T22:02:00.000+08:00

tossed and turned but still cant get to slp last night. since 1.30am i've been telling bro that im going to slp. but all the way till 5 den i fall aslp. bro too. my nose getting on my nerve ah! sometimes it's so irritating tt if only we could just cut it off. anyway we can breathe with our mouth also? haha. so was tired the whole day.

tuition this morning. yupp, im glad i didnt forget my log thingy. hopefully it will stay in my brain ah! but there's still so much to do. functions, trigo and more! argh. but never mind, was telling cher how nice HACHI TEI is!(rachel, you must be so happy to see this right? HACHI TEI IS NICE! haha. so dont say tt im only bluffing you ok?) :) heard from cher tt if we keep thinking of food, we'll actually gain weight? and if we imagine tt we are running, our heartbeat actually increase! how amazing is tt? she said dere's research on tt. haha. interesting~

out with mummy with the intention to get my school bag. AT FIRST. but after that, chose to get my DBSK CONCERT DVD. ((((: so happy lahs. jae joong is soo damn handsome la! haha. all of them are but im still prefering hero. haha. wanted to get one of the I.P Zone bottom. but didnt. shall save money den get it nxt tyme den. but it's cheap! only $25. hah. but im broke lahs. argh. shall save save save and save. joanne, remind me k? during recess time. just one food and drink and thats all! (: back home now with bro. mummy and daddy went to sentosa for wedding dinner. hais. sians.

last day of 2o06 tmr! happy lahs. going cous house for popiah first and over to aunty susan's house after that to countdown? haha. looking forward to it ah!
getting ready to say GOODBYE TO 2006! (:
but i arent ready for my BIG O! sad.

2006-12-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

lalala~ im soooooo in love with jae joong~~ XD
muahaha. but yinah, im not as crazy as wad u think la. (:

cous brought us to Hachi Tei just now. it's just in a normal food centre, but the food dere, can say taste better den other jap restaurant. BEST AH! uber delicious~ shall bring joanne dere nxt tyme since she like jap food soo much. hahha. (:

internet is getting better but YouTube videos cant load finish. load till a few minutes and it just stops dere. arghh. i wanna watch DBSK concert. anyone noe where to get it? pls tell me alryte? =D

i wanna get out of the hse now. but shopping centres are all closed by now. shall pull mummy out tmr. i wanna get my sch0olbag!

and im missing school right now! how i miss monica they all. :( and i sort of miss loitering arnd school with my loiter partner. haha! but doubt we can go loiter nxt yr cos of the BIG O!

2006-12-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

cut hair again. shouldnt have cut it. saw tt my fringe wasnt well cut so cut it myself. but cut le even worse. so in the end, have to go down to salon again. oh wells, blame me for my itchy hands. now it's s-h-i-t. argh. =/

pls let the 3 weeks pass faster. im still waiting to watch my DBSK video. i wanna watch lah.

JAE JOONG! (:
he's so handsome lahs. *drools*
hees.

2006-12-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

damn the idiotic internet. the earthquake caused soooo many ppl to have problems surfing the net. takes like forever to finish loading a page. fcuk fcuk fcuk.

cant use the internet much. friendsteR? too long to load. youtube? the video just keep stopping, loading stop load stop load and this goes on. blog? takes some time to load.
AH! GOD PLEASE LET THE INTERNET RECOVER BACK TO ITS NORMAL SELF!
de only youtube video tt loads fast enuff is 1litre of tears. i wanna watch DBSK's balloon MV! sad. :(

went cut hair just now. didnt cut much thou. just trim abit of fringe and behind.
was kinda fed up la. cos they are closed by 8.

lady: what u want?
me: er, wanna cut my hair.
lady: how u wanna cut?
me: *say say say*
lady: orh. we are closed already. pls come again tmr.

like wth! since u guys are closing already, den why she nd to noe how i wanna cut? LOL.
back home with amanda. and shall continue our studying tmr. (:

hopefully internet will be okay by tmr. ><

2006-12-27T14:31:00.000+08:00

changed of new skin. HERO! =D
sudden urge to stop blogging. my blog seems to take a looonnnnngggg time to load finish! ARGH! hate it lahs. once something goes wrrongg, i'll keep wanting to fix it back till it's same as last time. BUT when it cant seem to go right, will be so damn pek cek lahs. argh!

but shant let this affect. haha.
Jae Joong! =)

2006-12-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

lalala~ addicted to dong fang shen qi! <3

DBSK! =D

HERO! <3

addicted to them NOW! ever since went to yinah's hse and she showed me their videos and the shoort story. hahaha! and the song in my blog. BALLOONS by DBSK! you guys should watch the video of it! damn cute i tell u! hahaha! =D
DBSK ROCKS! been sooo long since i like tt. the last tyme was overr... 5566? haha.

addie called just now. so long since last received his call. but didnt talk for long. haha.
alryte! shall stop here den.
off to search for more photos and videos!
lalala~ =)

2006-12-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

MERRY X'MAS! ((:
x'mas is here again and the yr ending soon. PLS LET THIS YEAR END FASTER AND 2oo7 COME FASTER! LET IT BE A BETTER ONE COMPARED TO THIS YEAR. PLEEASSSE!

this yr aint a good one. nothing seems to be able to go smoothly. my studies, friends,band, hp kena snatched and other stuffs. pls let next yr be a better one. ><

over at aunty's house today for x'mas party & at the same time celebrate mama's birthday. happy birthday mama! =D the buffet food was delicious to the max lah. maybe will considor having it from the same company during chinese new yr? hahas. ya, talked bout this guy who jumped down from the building at debbie's workplace. hais. over to harbourfront & vivocity with debbie they all. bought the tv, walked around at vivo and we're back at mama's place. we're all tired out lahs. got a bag from debbie and a gold piggy bank from aunty linda. (:

life's boring. gonna stay home the next two day at home with bro. gonna hit the book since i didnt really touch it much throughout this holiday(FINALLY!). doubt will be going for sec3 outing this fri. too much things to be revised. and countdown to 2007 this sun with cousins. looking much forward to it! =D

2006-12-24T14:23:00.000+08:00

bbq at rach. house ytd. swam at her house pool dere. been sooooooo long since i last swam. =x
O.o~ i love bbq food lahs. damn nice. especially otah and chicken wing. OMG! delicious~ cousins talk plus my mummy. and slowly lead to slp walking, school ghost stories. shane's story the most scary de ah. de dunman high de. so by folding school uniform can actually hide if the girl is pregnant. hmmm.. scary lahs~ in the end, cant slp at night. ><

meeting them again ltr for dinner. (:
and HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE everybody!
=)

love it during christmas cos the shows on tv will be sooooo nice lahs!
and i love the christmas present from aunty. calendar but a nice&special one. <3

2006-12-22T22:58:00.000+08:00

didnt do much today. hahs. played auditionsea. kena influnced by yinah.
argh. bored.

going to cousin's house for bbq tmr night.
(:

2006-12-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

currently nothing much to blog about.
thinking abt what jing feng said to me today, over and over again.
sighs.

shall blog when there's to mood to do so.

2006-12-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

simply couldnt slp at all last night. tt scene appears everytime i close my eyes. i miss my fone alot! or should i say it aint my fone anymore? sighs. i miss it. those pictures inside. everything! argh. but thanks to khiam cheong for pei-ing me talk last night even though he's playing cards at cherie's house. perhaps like what justin say barx. tahan for 1yr. den can upgrade le. but maybe auntie maybe selling me her fone. n70 also. cheaper den outside if we buying just the phone. hopefully. (:

just not in the mood. dont feel like being at home. it just makes me imagine tt my phone is still dere. hais. got the replacement sim card from singtel just now. gotta wait for 1day for it to activare. hopefully it can be activated.

how am i going to survive through tmr with my foul mood?
:(

2006-12-17T23:14:00.000+08:00

FCUK AND CURSE THAT GUY!!!! arghhh!!!

bloody hell lahs. just bought the fone last sun and one week ltr, it's GONE! fcuk fcuk fcuk fcuk. just snatch tt damn bloody fone from bro and got off with the motorbike. hahs. m'sia is SOOOO safe lahs. gonna migrate dere next tyme. hahs.

ya, off cos it's saddening. my dream fone gone. shall save up money den.
perhaps god just dont wanna be get tt fone. so be it. hais.
lets see how the day will go the next few days w/o fone. DEAD.

2006-12-15T22:37:00.000+08:00

craving for the CREAM PUFF during band camp!

:((